Thursday, November 1, 2012

life on hold

In the day to day of routine life, it always seems to me that life is on fast forward. It always seems that there is more to do and not enough time to accomplish it all. Yet, when a storm forces us all to slow down for a few days -- or a whole week, it seems we have nothing to do! We so quickly become bored when the lights go out.

Thankfully there was just a brief time in our house when the power was out. That was the worst of it for us -- some howling winds that made the house shake, and a half hour without power. We were so fortunate, and glad to hear that our friends and family were as well (though some are still without power). My heart hurts for so many in the surrounding areas who did not fare so well and lost so much more than power. It is heartbreaking to watch the news and see the devastation around New Jersey and New York City. 

I came across Psalm 107 in my devotions today. I found it fitting and uplifting - hope you do too. I know that God can bring good out of this awful situation, and I know that He will.


Psalm 107:1-9, 14, 29-31

"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
his love endures forever.
Let the redeemed of the Lord tell their story-
those he redeemed from the hand of the foe,
those he gathered from the lands,
from east and west, from north and south.

"Some wandered in desert wastelands,
finding no way to a city where they could settle.
They were hungry and thirsty, 
and their lives ebbed away.
Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
and he delivered them from their distress.
He led them by a straight way
to a city where they could settle.
Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
and his wonderful deeds for mankind,
for he satisfies the thirsty
and fills the hungry with good things.

"He brought them out of darkness, the utter darkness,
and broke away their chains.

"He stilled the storm to a whisper,
the waves of the sea were hushed.
They were glad when it grew calm,
and he guided them to their desired haven.
Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
and his wonderful deeds for mankind."

Saturday, October 20, 2012

these are a few of my favorite things

... about this fall!




1. The leaves changing colors. A few weekends ago, we drove 4 hours up to Syracuse to visit friends and it was the perfect time of year to do so ... the roads were lined with trees and I was content to pass the time simply by enjoying the amazing colors around us! We also enjoyed a leisurely hike last Sunday, which gave me chance to capture these beautiful fall colors with my camera.




2. Fall foods. Being a dessert person, I love this time of year for its apple crisp, homemade apple sauce, pumpkin muffins, and various pies (though pumpkin is my favorite!) I have also become a fan of the Keurig machine at school since the PTO has kindly provided apple cider K-cups for us non-coffee drinkers. Good thing I don't anticipate putting my bathing suit on any time soon!



3. Fall decorations. I love driving through neighborhoods to see front entryways graced with mums and pumpkins. (But I could do without the disgusting Halloween displays!) Though I don't have many autumn decorations of my own, I have become obsessed with lighting my new pumpkin spice candle every night!



4. Having a student teacher. What a difference it makes to have an extra set of hands in the classroom at all times! I don't know what I am going to do without her come December. I am enjoying it while I can! The last few weeks have been especially nice because she has been taking on more and more responsibilities in the classroom, which means less planning and grading for me! I've enjoyed the opportunities to work with students in smaller groups while she is teaching, as well as plan ahead for upcoming events like field trips and our 2nd grade Thanksgiving chapel. 



5. Resting on the Sabbath. As a teacher, it has always been difficult to truly set aside a full day each week to rest ... until now. Thanks to the help of a student teacher, I've been able to get my necessary work done on Saturdays, along with grocery shopping and laundry, so that I can enjoy and focus on God on Sundays. I've used recent Sunday afternoons as opportunities to do things I love that I wouldn't normally have as much time for -- craft projects, visiting with friends, walks with loved ones, being outside. The best part is that my husband (now that he is no longer in grad school) can also now relax on Sundays, so we've enjoyed our Sabbaths together. It is a wonderful feeling not to dread Sundays as a day of preparing for the school week ahead, and to sleep well on Sunday nights having relaxed during the day! I am going to try my very best to stick to this pattern even after my student teacher is finished with her semester.



6. Seeing God's provision. God provided the perfect non-profit ministry job for my husband in late August, and it has been so rewarding to see how happy he is working in this position. Like any new job, this one can be overwhelming at times, but overall I can tell that he is enjoying his day to day activities and feels that God has placed him here for a reason. It has been especially gratifying to see how (in just 2 months on the job) God has provided for the ministry in times of need. Right when we start to worry that the food pantry shelves are looking sparse, or that the monthly bills won't be paid on time, God provides through generous donors. I love coming home to hear my husband's work stories about God's miraculous provision, and it is a continual reminder that God provides for us at home too.

Though I am a summer-lover through and through, this fall has definitely had its perks! Giving thanks for it all ...

Sunday, October 7, 2012

soon to be mommy!

We are in Syracuse for the long weekend, enjoying time with great friends who are soon to be parents for the first time! Of course I had to take advantage of this opportunity to take some beautiful fall maternity photos. It's hard to believe that the next time we visit, their baby boy will be here! 













Monday, October 1, 2012

the whole gospel

Here's a post I've been mulling over for a while ... finally ready to publish!

One book I made time for this summer was Richard Stearns' The Hole in our Gospel. It has been out for a while ... I had been meaning to read it for years. But, the book never took priority until recently, and after reading just the first few pages, you quickly discover why. It's not an easy book to read! It's written to make you feel uncomfortable with the way things are, and motivates you to do something about it! 

Stearns' essential message summed up in a sentence is this: The gospel -- God's good news! -- is not simply something we believe; it is to be lived out.

After all, if we were starving, sick, lonely, or treated unjustly, would we want to hear the "good news" from people who are blind to our physical needs? Doubtful. But if those same people reached out with their actions and helped to meet our daily needs, we might care to listen.

Stearns writes, "We are the carriers of the gospel - the good news that was meant to change the world. Belief is not enough. Worship is not enough. Personal morality is not enough. And Christian community is not enough. God has always demanded more. When we committed ourselves to following Christ, we also committed to living our lives in such a way that a watching world would catch a glimpse of God's character - His love, justice, and mercy - through our words, actions, and behavior. ... He called us go out, to proclaim the "good news" - to be the "good news" - and to change the world. Living out our faith privately was never meant to be an option" (page 3).

The author goes on to write about how God transformed his heart (and his life) to do just that. His journey is an incredible story, and when combined with shocking realities about our broken world - one filled with heartache, disease, poverty, and injustice - you can't help but be moved. Especially when we acknowledge that Jesus was the perfect example of how to share the good news of the gospel. Jesus sought out the people who were overlooked by everyone else -- the lowly fisherman, the tax collectors, the sick, the poor, the lame, the orphans and widows, and so many more on the outskirts of their society. Why should we not do the same?

This book was especially poignant for me because of where I live. I can walk 10 minutes in one direction and find myself in a quiet neighborhood, surrounded by large, beautiful homes with panoramic views, flower-lined yards, and three car garages. Or, I can walk 10 minutes in the opposite direction and find myself in an extremely urban area where the homes are overcrowded and falling apart, the streets are noisy, and trails of garbage and graffiti grab your attention. What a stark contrast between the rich and poor.

Then there's me. Living in the middle - wishing I could "even it all out." Dreaming of how supposedly simple it would be to take from the wealthy and give to those in need. But of course, I know it's not that easy. I can only do the part of one person -- and encourage others to do the same.

While reading this book, I also came upon a blog post from a favorite author of mine, Ann Voskamp. She recommended several ways we can help change the world (click here for the full post). Here were a few of my favorites:

1. Pray for those in need. I was reminded of how often I ask God for my own needs and for the desires of those I interact with regularly. Yet I so easily forget to pray for those around the world (or in my own neighborhood) whose needs are far greater than my own. I may not know their names or situations, but God does. Reading this book also prompted me to fast more often (maybe one meal a week or one day a month?). I know that fasting would not only remind me what it is like to be hungry, but also to pray for those who are truly hungry all the time.

2. Make it a goal to tithe 10% (or more). Now that my husband and I are both working and seeing larger figures each month, it has become more difficult to continue giving God's portion away. But we have seen first hand how God provides when we give generously, and we trust He will keep doing so!

3. Give wisely. It is important to us that the organizations we give to use our gifts in the most effective ways. It is worth the research to make sure that our money is used to have the largest possible impact.

4. Be near the poor. It is much harder to remember those in need when we do not see their needs. Now that my husband is working in a local nonprofit organization, we believe it is essential for us to live in the community where we can interact with his clients.

5. Sponsor a child. I am considering doing this with my class this year. My husband and I would provide the financial support, but my students could help us pray for the child and encourage him/her with drawings and letters.

6. Buy wisely. Wear justice by shopping from stores that do not exploit their workers. There are a few stores that we haven't shopped in for a few years now, after discovering some ugly truths about their business. Check out the Better World Handbook or the Better World Shopping Guide for tips on where to shop.

I highly recommend The Hole in Our Gospel. It was heart-wrenching, but also a great reminder that we should not just believe in the Word, but DO what it says, even when it's not easy.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

the beginnings of fall

I know it's fall when...

1. I want to do nothing but sit on the couch in my pajamas on Friday night after a first busy week back-to-school. 

2. I spend a large chunk of my Saturday lesson planning for the next week.

3. I wake up to a chill in the air, but the day warms to a perfect temperature of mid-70's with no humidity - a great day for apple picking! It will feel even more like fall when I bake a delicious apple crisp!



Monday, August 20, 2012

celebrating in NYC

Last week, we planned a spontaneous overnight trip into New York City to celebrate my husband's new job! Thanks to Living Social we found a great hotel deal, which included a few free drinks at the hotel bar and a free breakfast buffet the next morning! We also enjoyed dining on the town with a certificate from Restaurant.com. We spent the next day on the Hudson River taking a City Sights cruise to see all of New York's highlights from the perspective of the water! It was a great way to spend time together before we both go back to work!